i think i strained my back just now in the morning when stepped down from the table, which is my stepping stone to get my laundry, with one of my leg still stuck on the table. i heard my back crack and it's still aching till now.... reading what i just wrote, i don't think anyone can really get what i'm saying.. haha..

i find myself humming aiba's hello goodbye throughout my shift just now. i guess it's because i keep having that and ohno's take me faraway on repeat. XD 

i saw that nino kiss... *gasps*

i need more caffeine... damn my back still hurts!!!!

my compy underwent a heart surgery and is now coping fairly well.

went shooting alone yesterday. seems that the guns have a thing against me. i've never got a nice, working one ever since i started shooting at the range except for that one time when they changed my gun in the middle of the competition. too bad i didn't manage to get the serial number of that one. the gun they gave me yesterday worked quite well until it started making the pellet cover pop up making me misfire  and waste my already limited pellets. meh. i started to meddle with it and managed to get it working right again all by myself. yay! haha. i still have trouble switching from dry firing mode to live firing mode. it always won't cock properly for the first live shot.  

i made cheesecake again today. lookie...

those oreos you see on top, if i didn't add them after i poured the mixture in, the oreos would have sunk. titanic oreos, like what happened previously. XD so i just chucked some them on top so it wouldn't sink.
planning to make something else tomorrow before work if i have enough energy that is.

i watched arashi's time concert feeling as if i've watched it before. turns out i watched their fan cam waaaaayy before the dvd was released. hehz. i remembered the bungee thingy and the ohno and matsujun back flip. geh...
 

my compy is dead. officially dead. i couldn't switch the compy on at all. i couldn't perform the autopsy at all coz just looking at it makes me feel depressed. very, very depressed. i'm currently hijacking my brother's laptop. on the plus side, i'm still able to watch my videos coz i managed to transfer them all. but still feeling super depressed. allow me to squat in a corner and start mumbling to myself. work conditions and environments are not helping at all.

This month totally suck for me. The gadgets around me suddenly decided to fail themselves one by one. First was my mp3 player. I busted the enter button thus making it unable to play the songs at all rendering it useless. Bought myself a new one to replace it coz I just can’t survive without music on journeys. Then just the other night, I passed my first generation mp3 to Adi where he performed an autopsy on it. XD Turns out the little chip under the enter button came off. We used bits of blue tack to keep it in place and then got excited when it got revived. ^^; I left it in his care since I’ve already got myself another one. Hehz. I totally forgot that my brother is in engineering and he could have just repaired it. I just had the intention of passing it off to him to open it up and explore it coz I know he likes to take things apart and then put it back together again. Too bad we don’t have soldering stuff at home but, oh well, blue tack works just fine. XD

And today my phone decided it doesn’t want to be recharged back at all. It won’t start recharging back when connected to the computer or the portable charger. Meh. It’s just showing me signs that I should just dump it and get myself a new phone. I think something came loose when I dropped it the other day when it got stuck to the bunch of keys that I hastily took out in a rush in order to pass to my colleague. Gah. Been surveying some phones on the web and I really don’t know what to get for my next phone. Chicken nugget. So now I’m using my old phone I traded with my uncle when I was in sec 4. Zee Nokia 8310. Yeah, that tiny monochrome one. Nyahahahaha. ……… GAAAAH!!!! I’m getting desperate here!!! Help!!! Bleh. -_-‘’’

Anyone has any recommendations?
Some phones that caught my interest; not because I really understand their functions, but more for their appearance. Yes, I’m shallow like that. Muahahaha.

- Sony Ericsson XPERIA X1
- O2 Cocoon
- Samsung G400 Soul
- Sony Ericsson W380
- Samsung F700
- Samsung F480
- Nokia 3555
- NEC e636
- NEC 804N

Help?

I think I’m going to dread going for afternoon shifts nowadays ever since the new registrar came to my ward. He’s the type to mass discharge patients. And can you imagine the number of empty beds then? And the admissions that we’ll receive? Just this morning, I discharged more than half on my patients. 7 patients to be exact. I left the afternoon shift with just 6 patients in a 14 bedded team. And that’s only my team. He’d mass discharge the other team too. I never thought I’ll see the ward occupancy board to be so empty. I think the last time that happened was during the Chinese New Year season and I think there were more patients in the ward even then, just that the patients went for home leave. Bleargh. Nooooo!!!! 

edit:EEEEKKKKK!!!!! the old phone is sooo.... *_* i feel as if i'm typing messages with my toes. so utter fail!!!!

Spent the whole of yesterday at the beach. ^-^ I went ahead with my parents first to pitch the tent coz my brothers had either exams or work in the morning. The weather was thankfully only hot around midday. The rest of the time it was windy or drizzling slightly.

After setting up the tent, my dad quickly took his net to start fishing while I went off to amuse myself with writing stuff on the sand. Oh, my dad met some Koreans while he was netting and their conversation was like the chicken and duck. XD But in the end, the Koreans tried to ‘throw out’ the net. It was quite amusing looking at them trying to do that coz they were in their office clothes and all. XD So in the end they just threw the net from the edge of water. My dad got a tiny stingray that he threw back into the sea. The Koreans had wanted to touch the stingray before he threw it back in.

When the tide came in, all three of us jumped into the water. XD The water was deliciously cold compared to the hot weather outside. When Adi reached, he played with the water for awhile before going from one end of the beach to the other, looking at the stuff lying around on the beach.

After eating, my dad took his net out again and my brother and I drew on the sand since the sand was all smoothed down when the tide ebbed. We saw a dead female horseshoe crab the tide brought in. And then we went to disturb my dad. All he’d brought up were mostly clumps of seaweed, so along the beach you could see trails of green patches of seaweed, spots my dad came up to clear his net. XD We played with hermit crabs, like how they did in the K8 dvd. XD

We were in the middle of “save the stranded jellyfish” (which consists flicking the jellyfish back into the sea- I got totally duped. I had thought that what I had come across was a jellyfish but it turns out to be a glass. Ceh) when my elder brother reached. The jellyfish on the beach yesterday were mostly the thick round ones. Like konnyaku jelly like that. Haha. XD And then we had the throwing competition. I totally fail at throwing things far but I definitely won the throw things the highest part. XD

There were some Army things going on yesterday at the beach. What amused me was that they had to throw water out from their boat. XD Adi left a message for the Army guys on the beach, right in front of their makeshift stands. And that was after he took a pic of a cat pooping. Haha.

Folding the tent up was a tricky task. The wind was blowing so hard that we could have gone parasailing with the wind sheet. XD 

WE ARE GOING TO THE BEACH!!!!!!!

It's a rainy day but YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Same shit, different day.

Only that the shit today is a whole shitload shittier than other days.

Anyway, did anyone find NewS’ Taiyo no Namida performance on MS as amusing as I did? I was rofl by the end of the perf. I guess Ryo was like the only smart one(?) XD

The ending of Taiyo no namida NewS version killed me. Haha. The dancing parts during the chorus kind of surprised me  for some reason when I watched it.

I'm planning to have a K8 concert night tonight. Going to watch all the k8 concerts I have. Need to get my mind off some things.